So much for the confusion huh?

Well the surgeon's office called back today to schedule an appointment. Although the doctor (breast specialist) who reviewed by ultrasound results thought I needed to be seen within 7-10 days, the surgeon has decided that it's not necessary and scheduled me for September 26th...Oh well...I really don't even want to see her. I saw her a couple of days after the chemical pregnancy I had in March and she basically reamed me about why I would be wanting another child anyhow. I am NOT looking forward to seeing her again needless to say.

Today's not been a good day again...I finally got to sleep around 2AM and was up at my usual 5:45 AM and have been going non stop till I sat to write this. I am so exhausted and want to lay down, but I have a feeling as soon as I do either the phone will start ringing or Tyler will wake up. At least I can say I've gotten a LOT accomplished...Dishes, two loads of laundry, cleaned Harley's room (even got things organized into the appropriate drawers...(he's got them marked as to why 'category' toy goes into each drawer). I even got the van cleaned out since we haven't done that since the trip to the Zoo almost 2 weeks ago. Sometimes I feel like I live in the van and I just couldn't stand it anymore.

I still have to work on the paperwork, make some other appointments for the boys and get a few odds and ends picked up and put away...OH and I still have a load drying, so I'm gonna have to fold that too....

I have more I want to say, but also want to get a few more things done before Tyler wakes up...So maybe I'll be back to rant some more later on....If I can find the time!

Am I confused yet? You Bet!

I am so totally confused. The doctor called me back about my ultrasound on my left breast. He starts it off by saying that he's not sure what's going on but thinks I should return to the surgeon who saw me in March. Then he goes on to say that they may want to aspirate it to find out what is in the pocket...that it could be just a cyst of fluid, but they may want to treat it aggressively? THEN to top it all off, he suggests that this appointment with the surgeon be accomplished within the next 7 to 10 days? The next suggestion was to continue to have breast ultrasounds every 3 months until either it goes away or they have more answers...OK, so if it's really "nohting" why does he think the surgeon would want to be aggressive in treating it? I could see the idea of following it via ultrasounds every 3 months, but the other part is just tweaking my head....I guess I will just wait for the surgeon's office to call back and will find out more then. He didn't really tell me much except that if it starts hurting more or seems to enlarge at all, to contact them right away....OK....Enough ranting, just had to get that off my chest (hhahahahaha).