In the next three weeks there are so many things that are personal milestones for me...Not only Thanksgiving...
The anniversary of Andrew's official adoption of Harley, the two year angelvesary of my first miscarriage, Zachary's first birthday and Andi's EDD are all creeping up on me quickly. After we pass those milestones it will be time for Christmas!!
Someone mentioned to me that maybe, even though I'm not pregnant..maybe my body is still thinking I need to be in nesting mode...I mean I should be just over 37 weeks right now so that makes total sense.
It's ok...I don't mind having the energy to get my house in order...Maybe it will keep me from getting sad on my Andi's EDD?
Besides, we still have Zachary's first birthday coming up and I need to concentrate on that moreso than the things that were to be but were destined to not happen...
I got so much accomplished yesterday I woke up with such a sense of peace today. Now, today? Hmm, I'm not sure what today brings...Time to play with my children...I think I will make our appointment to have our family pictures done for Christmas...
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You very well could be right!!! I think thats what has been happening with me and my swelling I have two locks going one is still pregnant the other not the real true to life one is hosting this second clock but I am not sure if it is manifested by hormones or phsychological......(((((BIG HUGSSSS))))))) i am glad we have a little more strength to deal with the dreaded month of December than i ever imagined we could muster up by now..... and in the catagory of everything happens for a reason My reasons are alot of the WONDERFULL relationships born out of my Angels addition to my life. Andi and Cami has brought us together and i wouldnt trade that frieendship......:-) thank you for being such a good friend my dear ...keeping everything crossed for us both
Julie
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