The list in my head

I am exhausted today already!? I slept a full 7 hours last night! (which is completely unlike me right?)...Woke up exhausted!? I was hoping to get moving on more stuff on the list in my head...I never even cleaned up after dinner last night so that's the first thing, but I am so tired I feel like I'm on the verge of tears.

Anyway, today is day 2 of the older kids being in school and maintaining a regular routine at my house. It's quite amazing to realize that they are completely self-sufficient in the morning. There's nothing they need from me...not even waking them up...WHEN did they grow up so much? I am not ready to let go of my children now that I have them, but they are turning into young adults a lot faster than I would expect...

Last night, the second night that they should've been dropped off at their dad's house...I expected some issues...I'm sure deep down they are sad...But amazingly enough I had LESS mood swings...They seem to be happy and well-rested (which they didn't seem before).

Well, I won't even bother to say I'll come back with more updates...Maybe I'll make it back and maybe I won't...Depends on how much I want to sit on my ass today.

Oh the weather's supposed to be nice today so I think I'll take the boys out to play later this morning/afternoon...Then I'll HAVE to get off my wide load.