Yet another update from another dr's office....

I can't get any of the drs to cooperate and do the testing needed to prove it's a progesterone issue... they go on and on about how it's not proven in my case...well of course, if you REFUSE to do the bloodwork, how will you ever get proof...

Then they go on to say...well you've had five successful pregnancies before and it's not been an issue, so we do not believe it is one this time..well, do the b/w to rule it out...still the answer is NO!?

I jut got off the phone with yet another nurse at yet another medical office with Kaiser (my insurance)...and she says maybe the b/w was a false + b/c I had them do betas back on the 31st before I started the provera and those were neg...but five days later it was +....

She said she will talk to the providers there for their take on it, but there are no open appts today and since it's so early they probably won't do anything anyway. She wants me to get the betas done today too, then more on Wednesday and DPENEDING on those results I can come in and talk to a dr...

WHY WON'T ANY OF THEM TRY TO SAVE MY BABY NOW????????? Why are they making me go trhough all this and all the "I don't believe you crud?"....It just makes it hurt more...

I am waiting on Andrew to get home to watch the boys so I can go and get my betas drawn. Hopefully I will have the results by 2:00 today....not that it will help me any since NO ONE will see me until Thursday....

I am devastated!!! -- Again and still....