I'm guessing some of you are checking up on me via my blog since I've not been posting on the boards...sure I could lie and say I've just been too busy with Andrew being home, but...well you'll have to read the next post...
I'm taking a break because I'm terribly depressed. I feel left out everywhere I go, even online...I feel like I'm a downer and that's just not a fun thing to be. I am trying to be happy and excited for everyone, but the stupid depression always overtakes me when I'm reading about all the new arrivals, new pregnancies, great ultrasounds, etc. I so want to be there for my 'friends' but right now it's just hard.
Besides, I don't really have anything to contribute. I feel like an idiot, two months in a row taking pictures of lines that only I can see...lines that aren't really there. When I do have time to post, it ends up being all about me, and that just seems selfish and I'm not that kind of person. I've emailed a few of the ladies off list and they haven't even responded so either they're busy or they're sick of hearing from me too...I don't even know where I'm standing on the TTC thing at this point...And that's depressing too!
Oh well, I guess it's time to get on with my day...
2 comments:
Tracy I am sorry that you are feeling this way. You are such a good person, and have a good heart...always remember that. I always look forward to seeing what you are up to, and often wonder if I could do what you do on a daily basis. I will still check in with you daily! (((BIG HUGS)))
Tracy.
I am so trying not pee on opk sticks everyday. I just want to get a regular cycle back too.
What a bunch of ladies we are looking at 'urine' sticks and obsessing and they are not always ours!!!!.
If only we could look into the future and then maybe we could deal with the outcomes instead of waiting and hoping.
remember your not alone we all love peeing too....:-)
Sam
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