I HATE my body!! My hcg came back at 3, which they said is still too high. I have to go back next week for another draw and HOPEFULLY it will be at 0...No wonder I'm not getting any result on my opks...but I guess that it would explain the super faint lines I got on my opks a couple of days ago...With my temps, I highly doubt it's a NEW pregnancy...I'm NEVER gonna be able to get pregnant and my WORST fear is that it won't drop and I'll have to have a D&C...I mean I know they're not a big deal, but it just scares the hell out of me!!
Then K. calls and tells me he's on vacay next week and he wants to keep both Kelly and Robert...He doesn't actually spend any time with them...he stays in the basement and lets them go all over the neighborhood and they run like wild ones...So I haven't seen Robert since last Sunday and now I won't be seeing him till NEXT Sunday -- two whole weeks of not seeing him or talking to him...and Kelly is gonna be soooo mad!! She already told her dad she hates his house and wants to live with me full time, but he just wants to have control and won't let her do that....Which also means they will be missing Andrew's bday on Tuesday...he's gonna be heartbroken to hear we're gonna miss our kids all week next week!! He's a much better dad to them than their dad ever dreamed of being!!
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AWwwww Tracy! I am so sorry that you are not back down to 0....are you still spotting or bleeding? That is what happened to me, and after 53 days of that I finally had the D&C. I know what you mean about it not being a big deal....but at the same time....OMG was I sooooo scared! I miss chatting with you! I will hopefully post one of these days again....I think I am in a funk or something!
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