This is absolute torture!

So I don't know what's going on...Maybe I should call the OB and at least see if he'll order labs so I can see if my numbers are going down? At least then I would know what to expect? I would stop second guessing everything that's going on. I started charting my temps again today so I could see if it was dropping...at least that would prepare me? Temp's still up...CP is high, firm, closed...Grasping at straws looking for signs? IDK...

Are chills a sign of miscarriage? I can't seem to get warm. I'm in bed under the blankets with the space heater blasting on high and still can't warm up!

I am just exhausted too...now whether that is from pregnancy, stress, depression or just the fact that Harley's been extra difficult? IDK??

My belly hurts too...is it cramping b/c it's making room for a growing baby? or is it cramping b/c it's trying to expel ... (I'm sorry I can't finish this sentence). I've been trying to 'time' the cramping/pain but there seems to be no pattern.
Actually, it's more than cramping...it's like a pinching pain...Tylenol is doing nothing for it...

I'm having awful heartburn, even from drinking water...so again, pregnancy symptom, stress symptom?

I'm still having to pee a lot...but SCARED to go to the bathroom. I've made far too many trips already to see if the wetness I'm feeling is blood :( --I've even cut back on my fluid intake so that I wouldn't have to go as much...but that's not working either...still have to go about every 2 hours...

I'm dizzy...again could be a pregnancy symptom, could be a stress symptom - I checked my bp and it's fine...

I'm hungry all the time and nothing sounds good...same questions...

My back hurts...this is one thing I remember most from my miscarriage in Dec 06.

I'm having hip pain...is this from the hormones relaxing my joints (already?) or...

All this uncertainty is making my heart hurt!!