down in the dumps lately. It's hard to deal with anything right now and don't want to ruin my blog and push people farther away by venting. I promise to come back again, but right now I'm just not feeling well. As I told Mike, I've pretty much shut down and closed up ... he did ask how that felt and I told him it sucks but really I don't feel like crawling out of my shell right now so I'll stay here a while longer. Thanks for reading.