Just don't feel like there's anywhere I truly "belong"....
**SONG REMOVED**
Yeah, it's related to ttc--or more accurate not ttc, but I'm determined NOT to talk about that here anymore :(
OK, maybe I can explain this better: The threads I tend to visit most often are either ttc related or pregnancy related...I can't bring myself to stop visiting the 40 week waders thread...there's nothing to talk about on the too weak waders...I feel awful that even on my angels board, ladies feel the need to apologize me to individually when they announce a bfp...Man that really sucks to be singled out like that...I mean can't they understand I am happy for them? That they are so fortunate to be able to get pg the first cycle after their most recent loss? It just makes me feel awful to be singled out with a big ol' apology...And then everyone telling me how much they will celebrate when I get my bfp...like that's ever gonna happen?
Andrew asked about the progesterone this morning and I told him I wasn't sure if we were even gonna bother with it anymore :( He's not a happy camper....
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