Yes, 7 boxes of clothes for babies 0-9 months...everything that Zachary and Tyler have outgrown...a bag of receiving blankets...a bag of baby hoody towels and burp cloths...a baby bathtub...I should throw the boppy and the halloween costumes in there too...
God, this hurts so much...Why do you want me to hurt like this?? I just don't understand...I've tried to be good...do good...I'm sorry you feel I'm not worthy of this one last dream....
I just hope this brings me closure that I need so badly...and that someday it stops hurting
ETA: As I saw them load their car and drive away a piece of my heart went with them...I hope someday this hole in my heart closes...this feel like a loss all over again...I...hurt....
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