Updated....

I updated my chart with pics of today's tests...(**update: pics removed!) Again, not real clear but looking more BFN so I guess the theory I have uterine cancer is probably out the window...*sigh* just wish I had an answer. I spent the day crying yesterday and today is looking like it's gonna be the same. I can't really explain why I can't stop, I just can't....and don't even really know why I'm crying...I mean sure the bfn (that looked like a bfp a few days ago) gets me down, but I don't usually cry all day.

I am out of tests now, not sure if I want to buy more or not...probably will...maybe I'll just get Dollar Tree tests though?

And I'll say it here again (I know I said it on my chart)...Yes, my temp is still up...yes FF says it's triphasic but FF warns that the triphasic pattern can be false because I am on the progesterone. So it's not good one way or another...sigh...I wish this wasn't so hard...and that I didn't want this so badly...How the hell do I let go and move on?

I am going to try VERY hard not to pee on anything tomorrow...so please don't ask what the results are? If I pee and it's a bfp, believe me the world will know!!