Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Can't Wait

For a nap today. Last night Tyler woke up at 1:30 and decided it was not a good night for sleeping. I started up (what else?) Charlie & the Chocolate Factory and laid on the couch...he snuggled up with me for a few minutes then decided jumping on me would be better :( So that leaves me severely sleep deprived and now Zachary is not wanting to take his nap either...*sigh* I only want a good 20 minute cat nap!! Oh well...

Tyler finally decided about 4:30 this morning he was tired and fell asleep...by then I was wide awake...I tried going back to my own bed and just tossed and turned, I tried laying on the couch and it was just too cold...so this whole looong night also messed with my temping but oh well...what will happen will happen no matter what my temp is right?

BUT The pharmacy messed up on my progesterone. I ordered it a WEEK ago and was told it would be in Friday after 12 noon. Well, it wasn't there and they said come back Monday it will be here for sure then...Thankfully I had enough to get me through the weekend anyways...But then yesterday we go to pick it up and guess what? It's not in?! So I missed my morning dose yesterday because I wanted to conserve it for last night...figured if I have one left, better off doing it while I'm laying down with a better chance of it staying and not all 'dripping' out YKWIM? BUT if it's not in today...I'm screwed...I have a couple of tabs of provera left so I will try taking 1/2 a tab of that just to keep my progesterone levels up...I am so mad...I was so hopeful for a bfp this month...I mean it still could happen, but it's really discouraging when these kinds of things happen.

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