Friday, January 23, 2009

The 2ww is crawling by!

And another post for today...I am not losing my mind yet...Typically I would start testing about now or tomorrow, but I really have no desire to do so...I know I made a promise but no one is keeping me accountable to that promise and still....

now, if I had some IC's in the house, I would probably be testing but I have just one test in the house...an FRER -- not my desired brand since it's always giving me error results or evap lines so I won't use it...

I am trying to stay far away from Walmart...If I step foot in a Walmart (or $tree) I won't be able to help myself and will pick up a supply of tests...Andrew is saying "hey, maybe that's what I should buy you for your birthday on Monday?" Noooo, Please DON'T!! Don't buy me ANYTHING!!

My original goal was to make it to 12dpo, but I'm now considering 10dpo...I mean sure the people who said they would help me through are insisting I should wait till 12dpo-or even 15dpo, but at the same time none of them waited that long so......and I haven't heard from them for days...soooo.....

No, I'm not talking myself into testing early...10dpo is LATE for me....

Have you seen my chart? My temps are so high? I don't know what the heck is causing it...I'm not sick anymore...I still think it was food poisoning...There have been no 'environmental' changes...the progesterone doesn't make my temps this high...I D K what to think of the high temps....I know I said I would quit temping once I got crosshairs, but again, no one is keeping me accountable so what's it gonna hurt?

Although I can't say I blame them...after all who wants to look at a bunch of bfns or confirm a chemical pregnancy? Why bother bringing them down when they are all blissfully pregnant?

2 comments:

Brooke said...

Tracy, Hang in there!! You can do it! With Jocelyn I waited until 13DPO. Just take the money you would spend on tests and set it aside to buy something for baby once you see that BFP!

Sabrina said...

Do not test! I mean it! Yes stay away from Walmart!