Saturday, October 18, 2008

A little better

Today is a little better than yesterday. I still have a hard time seeing bfp announcements, ultrasound pics, new baby arrival announcements...but it's getting better. I hope I'm over this soon because I just can't take feeling so down...

Today the weather is supposed to be wonderful! It's too bad that Robert & Kelly have to go back to K's house today at noon. We could've had a fun family day...instead I will just have to concentrate my hugs, love and kisses and the three little ones.

I hope my posts the last couple of days haven't offended anyone (I see I lost one follower :( ). Sometimes I just need to vent and really feel no where is safe...except my blog.

4 comments:

Haley said...

Hi Tracy,

Just checking in to see how you are doing & seeing the photos of your beautiful boys again. They are so precious. I am glad you are a little better today.

You know I totally understand, I have been watching the calender too!

Haley

Jenn said...

Hey Tracy,
If the follower you are talking about is me, don't worry! I am still faithfully following your blog! I just deleted all the blogs I was following, I just check them all off my blog list anyways, so figured there was no need to follow!
I know what you mean about seeing all the bfps and birth announcements, I have been going to bbc less and less lately, it is just too hard! I still have faith that it will happen for you, in HIS time :)

Kat said...

Don't feel like you need to apologize. Your blog is YOUR place. There are many posts I've written that have tested friendships, caused peopleto think differently of me, and caused new readers to assume things about me they shouldn't, but that is the price I've been willing to pay to keep MY space about ME and for ME to use to heal and to grow.

You need all weather friends, not fair weather ones. So if people stop reading you because you are feeling down about your loss or ttc then in my opinion they aren't the people you need in your life right now anyway...

Kat

Twice the blessing, The Day in the life of living with twins said...

Tracy=
Glad that you are feeling a little better....keep posting pics of your beautiful boys.....