Thank you ladies

(Since I believe I have no male readers)..I wanted to make sure I posted a quick thanks to the ladies who gave me a chance to 'talk it out'....

I think I've figured out my funk...It's never taken this long for me to get pregnant...EVER! I did not give myself any time to heal after losing Andi in May...jumped right in to the ttc game FIVE days later...I am now in the anger stage of the grieving process and it really sucks. I am feeling better today though now that I know what the hell my problem is....(or at least I think I know).

That near miss sure helped too...to put my whole life into a new perspective...not that I would ever want that experience again!

So today is a busy day...Andrew gets to see the doctor about his knee today and that makes me very nervous...I am getting some more backyard equipment for Tyler (and eventually Zachary and hopefully Anthony) from freecycle today. Yesterday I got a wipe warmer from freecycle...sure I may not be able to afford a lot of retail therapy...but Freecycle is the next best thing...I always seem to get what I ask for!! And the best part is...it only costs me gas and time.

I know, I still need to come back with some pics...but right now I am just taking a little break from trying to catch up on the housework before I leave to get my goodies....