Monday, August 25, 2008

Well, so much for the faint lines I thought I saw...

BFN!!!!!! Again!!

I don't know why I expected anything different--well yes I do! I thought for sure this was IT for me...I had such a good feeling for this month. AF is due to visit tomorrow or Wednesday.

IDK, Andrew says he sees a faint line if he holds it up to the light...I haven't even bothered to hold it up to the light...way to give me false hope....

Now I just can't stop crying...I was so sure I would wake up to a bfp today...I have had such a positive feeling this WHOLE cycle...yesterday I got hit very hard with what I thought were early pregnancy symptoms...Lots of nausea (even some dry heaving), fatigue, minor cramping, very very tender breasts...I guess I just can't trust my body. I can't seem to motivate to do anything today...but I have to...I'm slacking off...Not sending Harley to school since he has a dr's appointment...probably won't even send him to CP today either because I just don't feel like driving both ways today...I want so badly to just give up but I can't get my heart to follow that decision...
ok, so here's 8dpo:

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9dpo:
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and...today...10dpo
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1 comment:

Twice the blessing, plus one said...

Tracy HUGS sweetie....in 8 DPO I def. see a gray line...evap??? I am not too sure....9 and 10 DPO I don't readlly see anything....I won't lose hope for you, I know I didn't pos. with my angel until 3 days after af was to be here!