Now I've done it!

So in my 'desperation' to get pregnant, it seems I've even offended my friends on the waders board...(sigh)...now no one wants to hear anything from me. (so why am I bothering making this post?). It's gonna be a lonely road...I so looked forward to talking to them since there really isn't anyone in real life I can talk to about any of this...but they all seem to think I've gone mad in my efforts to TTC after losing Andi. I will try to keep as much of it away from here as possible too, but I really hate being lonely.