That my little baby has decided it's time is up. I swear, I know you'll think I'm crazy, but I swear I am in labor...It sure feels like it!! I thought I woke up with nausea (aka: morning sickness) but I think it may have been an early labor sign (so to speak).
The cramping is severe now, coming from my back and tightening my uterus. Cramping my hips...lots of (TMI) wetness...no blood..yet...I do believe it's just a matter of time.
All I can say is it hurts, physically, emotionally...but I think my baby is just telling me it's ok to let go and trying to take away the worst decision I thought I would ever have to make (D&C). So maybe when Friday rolls around, I'll just be getting an ultrasound to confirm that everything has passed and no further intervention is needed.
So I think my next email to Pat (my OB) will be to ask for those sedatives after all and to ask if he wants me to save the remains...
I am practicing my deep breathing. Moving is making the pains worse (makes me believe all the more that it's it's own version of labor). I don't know, maybe it is all in my head, only time will tell...
Now when it comes time to make my loss ticker...do I go by what the doctors think my EDD should be or by the 'refigured' dates??
UPDATE: 8:20 AM: Watery discharge...tinged pink with little flakes of dried blood...
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