Today I woke up feeling...strange. Can't really describe it. Here I thought I was at peace but I had such a restless night. I think I may be experiencing a form of post partum depression, which I guess should be expected?
But I was telling Andrew this morning I felt like my chest was crushing...I was having pain in my left chest...I thought for sure I was about to have a heart attack and then it dawned on me...it's just plain ol' heartache...I just can't understand. Yesterday I was feeling peaceful...today it's sinking in...I guess...
Maybe it's because I have to pack away the maternity clothes before I drive myself crazy looking for something to wear?
Well, I guess it's time to stop dragging my feet and get off my ass and get my chores done...Got two cakes to make before tomorrow!! Presents to wrap...All things to help keep my mind occupied right? I wish...each time I think of wrapping a gift or making a birthday cake I think of my Little Andi...We will never be able to celebrate her life...
Ok, ehough of going down that road...
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