It was a week ago today that my Andi baby left me...
Andrew is still taking it kind of hard because I keep going to $tree to get an HPT to confirm that the hcg has left my system. At this point (although I haven't tested today) there's still a line on the test...he's so bummed that I am looking for the line to be gone...well I can't OPK or move on with TTC till the line is gone...the baby's gone, the line needs to go too!
I feel guilty that I am trying to move on so quickly...but at the same time, I am so determined to get that BFP before my 40th birthday....I can imagine a number of reader are offended that it seems I 'moved on' so quickly...believe me, I have not moved on that quickly so far as the pain of the loss, but determination of that sticky bfp is starting to take over my life...
Well, I guess it's time to get back to laundry....one load washed and needing to be put in the dryer...
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