Well, I admitted to Andrew this morning after our 'festivities' that I was thinking about Dr McC...now why? That's more why I told him...I'm trying to figure out why...I mean he's not a 'handsome' man...he's not a young man...but I just can't seem to control it. As I sit here and think about getting pregnant, for some reason, Dr McC's all I can think about? What is up with that? Andrew thinks it's because he treated me so well through the end of my pregnancy with Zachary and through the loss of Andi, with total understanding and a terrific bedside manner. So Andrew's determined that I have an 'emotional crush' on my OB!!?? OMG!! If that's true, do I switch OBs?? Do I continue to see him? I would LOVE for him to deliver my next child (if it happens) but at the same time, if I have a little (not so little really) crush on him, what am I gonna do? It seems wrong to continue seeing him. It's not like I can admit it to him, then I will be devasted if he decides he no longer wants to see me as a patient...
Oh, what to do? what to do?
Oh, I finally finished my calendar for the next five weeks (did I mention that in a previous post?) I'm gonna take a pic of it and post it here (eventually)...They call it summer vacation??? For who??? LOL
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