Today is a sad day. . . It's just a feeling, but a strong feeling none the less! I would've been holding a new baby about now (and I wonder if my mind thinks today would've been the day?!). Yesterday's episode of spotting really concerned me - going from brown to pink to red. Thankfully it's all gone now. Altough it's not my December Angel's official EDD, I just have a feeling today would've been the day! I've never carried any of my babies to their EDD either. When I woke up this morning I didn't even 'feel' pregnant anymore. I don't know if that's because of the bleeding yesterday or the 'feeling' of today. . .

To top it off my 'friend' who drove my car into the ground called to find out if we've gotten it fixed yet. . . Then in the next breath asks to BORROW IT????
I guess that's another thing that's lead me to my 'lonely' feeling today too. I just can't seem to stop the tears. I exhausted myself doing housework this morning and was even crying through that!
Hopefully I'll be in a better frame of mind later on (after more housecleaning!) Maybe I'll even remember yesterday's Harleyisms??

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